I'm so excited tonight that I can't sleep, when given the opportunity. It can't be described in just one simple sentence hence why I'm so excited, and I can't sleep. I don't have the words so I commence with the literal. note to self: have my eye out for this: http://www.swarovski.com/Web_US/en/1081922/product/Nude_Set.html?CatalogCategoryName=0113

and have eye out for this: http://www.swarovski.com/Web_US/en/1081927/product/Nude_Double_Ring.html?rc_pdp=1

drools. lol 

Anyhow, someone whom I wouldn't expect has made me remember the values a new century may have forgotten. I've been honing around this thought about concept but hadn't been able to derive a conclusive theory. 

I've start singing chinese nursery rhymes to my son.

as i'm typing, I think, who the crap stomps around in the apartment above shaking my level annoying me at 2something am when they dont have a baby. a 300 lb night bird? and let's not get started on those mofo's who played music up my pillow religiously at 8 something am this morning. i remember the headache which left me shaken from interrupted slumber shift till midday. One sandwich i think to aim out of.    

Irony is hysterical; It may take a bit of a lifetime to get over all the while still available to have and hold whether in the head or in the heart unknown. =D